D day confession

Today is OT day.From the files infront of my table piling like mountain, i know i will work till 2-3 am....Today i call hongjin for chit chat during lunch.And chat with wendy.Get to know something...whaa i hurt real deep.....I am confused and decided to speak to Sister mary....

I pray and call to Sister Mary. I asked alot of qns and received many answers.It hurts.Bleed hard.I realised that i have realli regretted not to do anything .Especially i know the meaning of "opportunity wasted"
"In a peaceful village with a beautiful grassland... and scenary,a boy found a unique big heart shaped pearl at the river bank.He did not picked up the pearl as he prefer fishing first for lunch. He simply sat beside the pearl and start fishing.BOy thought:" theres no one except me in the grassland, i will pick up the pearl after i caught a fish for lunch." 30 mins later,an old mother walked to the boy and tap his shoulder.Old mother asked " why are u smiling even thought u have not caught a single fish?" " becoz i found a pearl" the boy replied proudly~.But the boy was astonished later on.Because the pearl beside him moments ago was gone! " Young boy, have u not known that a man have took the pearl from u just now?You could have keep it in the pocket moments ago.~"old mum exclaimed.Boy was full of regret:"Old mother,I thought the pearl will soon or later belong to me.So i never take the first move to keep the pearl. What should i do now.~?" Old mother give a serious thought..and finally advice :"Boy, now is not too late.Go get the Heart from the man now.Run,make haste or else u will lose der heart 4ever." The boy run with all his might... his straw sandals torn..then his feet bleed soonafter.But his determination neverfades.Finally he saw the man....
Will he get the pearl....?Onli the young boy determination and pearl's decision makes an answer.



.The more i know, the more i pray.God have gave me strength min by min.I pluck up the courage and confess everything to Sister mary from 10pm-1am..Now I feel better alot already, but the regretness is left in my heart.I must not give up! i got a battle to fight tomorrow, the dayafter and so on.My brain (full of logic and theories) give his power of authority to my heart.

My objective is: To earn $ and go bali and phuket this year.I hope u know why.